I guess this was pay back time for me.
Telling someone to wait for me, even though I knew this wasn't going to happen. Why do I fall into this trap over and over again, where am I failing each time and time again.
Trust me, I will never ever feel like this again. I don't want to try no more. I've wasted my time and I will waste more if I do try.
If he had told me, way before, I wouldn't have been in Hong Kong missing him. I wish I won't fall again but I know that this isn't the last of it, so it's time for me to move on. Deep down inside, I had a feeling he liked someone else, would you consider him as a person who messes with others emotions?
I know that I've someone before, but with all potential relationships it's like maths, trail and error. But this time, he never told me, there was no trail and error, he said nothing.
Good luck, you know who you are have fun.  |